I've always had suspicions, and it's been going on for over a year.It always felt like people in the dorm would target me, and then my mind imagined all kinds of things that would happen after they targeted me, such as quarrels and fights and so on.Then the thoughts jolt awake.Always imagining my parents fighting and then brainstorming who I would be on the same side as.Imagine my father scolding my mother and imagining her sad and painful face.Then the thought jolts awake and gives itself a mouthful.Always occasionally imagine the object to cuckold me, and then think about it, the reality is unconsciously disgusted with her, and even impatient, and then the thoughts jolt awake and give themselves a mouthful, which is impossible, because she loves me very much.But somehow, there are always these strange thoughts.Feeling very passive, I unconsciously imagine that I am being targeted, that I am down and out, that my parents are divorced, that I have no one to turn to, but none of this is happening.Parents occasionally quarrel, but they still love each other very much; roommate relationship is also quite good, called brothers, occasionally together for dinner and exercise; and the object of a beautiful intimate relationship, she loves me very much, I also love her.I don't know why, but I always have this fantasy.Occasionally, I want to be done with it, I think I really have no meaning, sorry to anyone, I can not give my parents retirement, I can not give the object of the future, I can not give myself a satisfactory answer.Of course, the idea of ending it all, not occasionally, quite often, but also not often, I can not say how I feel.Please ask the doctor, what is wrong with me?
Condition Analysis:
Hello, this boy, from the condition you describe, you now have some schizophrenic tendencies.But is it?It is not really certain, but needs to be examined and diagnosed by a counselor or a regular hospital psychologist before it can be determined.
Guidance:
It is recommended that you can first find a local counselor for psychological counseling, and then according to the counselor's advice, whether you should go to a regular hospital for psychology for further examination and diagnosis and treatment.Or a course of psychological counseling.
Condition Analysis:
There are always these fantasies, many of which already belong to delusions, suspected of being delusions of victimization in psychiatric disorders, and thoughts of lightness of life, not excluding schizophrenic symptoms.
Guidance:
It is recommended to go to a specialist hospital or a regular large hospital psychiatry department for symptom identification.This describes the symptoms are relatively mild and can be alleviated by taking medication for this condition.
Condition Analysis:
You have to first have nothing to cause you to have these conditions.Do sounds appear in your ears when you are alone?For example, the sound of people talking or buzzing sounds
Guidance:
Is there any other psychiatric symptoms, such as hallucinations, obvious behaviors that are different from the usual, have you been seen anywhere?Have you taken any medication?
