I've always been in a low mood. I used to commit suicide in high school, but I'll be fine later. Recently, I feel depressed again. I feel that my heart has been pressed. I can sigh more than ten times a minute and can't cry. The idea of hurting yourself sprouted again. I want to ask the following questions: 1 I've always wanted to eat, but I feel like I'm just eating for the sake of eating. I won't be happy because I eat what I want to eat. Even after eating, I'll be more sad, and then I want to continue eating. I've been in this cycle. Whether this is bulimia. 2. I've been in the habit of tearing the skin of my hands since I was young. I tear the skin of my hands when I'm nervous or feel pressure. My hands are full of blood. How can I improve it. 3. When you are in a bad mood, you will be very irritable when you hear unnatural voices. You don't want to communicate with people, but occasionally you want to communicate with people. You used to talk to people, but now you don't want to talk at all. When lying down, you can always hear your heartbeat in your ears, and you can often see the reason for the fluctuation of your heartbeat from your chest.
According to your description, you have depression and anxiety. Hearing the sound of your heartbeat is mainly caused by your excessive attention to some normal physiological phenomena of your body. It is caused by mental and psychological problems. It is suggested that you first search SCL90 on Baidu. This is a psychological test scale. After you finish submitting it, you will produce results. Send me the screenshot of the results to evaluate your psychological state. You can also go to the local mental health center for medical treatment and let the psychiatrist actually have a look, so as to make an early diagnosis and timely treatment.
From the above situation, it is mainly manifested in recent depression, pessimism and weariness, repeated tearing movements since childhood, and obvious sense of inner contradiction. Personal analysis needs to consider that it may be a state of anxiety and depression. It is suggested to consider going to the psychiatric department of the local hospital, receiving systematic psychological evaluation and examination, and receiving antidepressant treatment if necessary
At present, there are some adverse emotions such as anxiety and depression. Bulimia, such as neurotic bulimia or bulimia, can be induced by depression, which is manifested as uncontrollable massive eating in a short time. Tearing hands is a bad coping style. Although it can temporarily alleviate anxiety, it is not conducive to the solution of the problem. Palpitation is a physiological manifestation of anxiety. Serious cases need certain psychotherapy and drug treatment.