After junior high school, I made some bad friends; Therefore, in this case, I caught yellow and masturbation, which often affected me to see some bad things. I regret it very much. After half a month of abstinence, I almost got rid of this dilemma; Just a few days ago, I accidentally opened a bad website. I felt that those bad people were particularly disgusting. At the same time, I also regretted what I had done wrong before; Therefore, I think of countless bad information I have browsed in the past. I feel extremely repentant. I am so sad and even uncomfortable that I don't even know my home. I always feel that I'm not in my original home; Now every time I think of the things I've browsed in the past, I feel cold and uncomfortable; Yesterday, I saw a similar web page again. I made a mistake again. After that, I was dizzy, had a blurred vision and had trouble breathing. I didn't sleep until 2 o'clock; Today, I confessed for another day. I feel that everything in the past is wrong. Every time I think of this kind of thing, the previous bad pictures constantly emerge in my mind, which makes me repent, uncomfortable or even disgusting. My brain has been occupied by those disgusting things, but now I don't want to see them at all. I try to repel them. The more I repel them, the more serious they become, and even feel where I am, The place where I live is no longer the original place. I keep rejecting it. Now I especially want to get rid of it, especially to make it disappear in my brain and let me find the feeling of going home; How to change and forget it; I hope you can find a way to save me; thank you!
Hello, you are now in puberty. Your sexual physiology and psychology have developed. It is also very normal to have curiosity about those things. You just didn't control yourself and did what you shouldn't do.
Now that you have realized these things you shouldn't do, consider that you are still a very positive teenager. We need to have a correct understanding of people's physiology and psychology ideologically. If we understand it, curiosity will subside. You need perseverance to quit browsing the web, and you can focus on other aspects, such as going out for a run, doing other things you like, and choosing the help of a psychologist when necessary. Let it be and don't dwell on the past.
You feel that you have done something wrong before. When you think of it, you feel very uncomfortable. You feel that what you have done is very bad. You often repent and feel very uneasy.
The more you reject the past experience, the more you don't think about it, the idea comes out again. It seems that there is obvious compulsive thinking now. Masturbation is also common among teenagers. You may have cognitive problems. You feel very painful now. You feel that you are in a trance and your learning state is not good. You need to tell your family the situation and ask them to accompany you to see a psychologist and receive systematic psychological counseling.